i know i'm probably being dumb. but i just want to be with the person i'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with now. so we can enjoy our time of being young together. and then have kids later. ugh. God...please send my hubby now!!!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Bridal Magazines a.k.a. The DEVIL
so...tonight i was reading bridal magazines with a friend of mine. and it really made me jealous. everyone i know is either engaged or about to get married. and reading these magazines just made everything worse for me. usually i wouldn't get upset about something like this. but being 21 i feel like i should be making that step. i always thought i would be engaged or married by 21. i mean i have 9 months of being 21 so i still have some time. but i honestly don't think it will happen.
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I remember, when i was ten, i had made the calculation that my parents were older than everybody else's parents. therefore i needed to be married by the time i was twenty so they wouldn't be dead. Im almost 22. they aren't dead. I can soundly say that it was actually a very good thing that i flunked algebra.
ReplyDeleteyou're allowed to be ridiculous. and dumb. even though i dont think you are being either of those things. :)